Life after college is really difficult . Being a working guy has its own ill effects specially when you are trapped in an environment where there are no friends and only competitors. Its difficult to remain surrounded by workaholics the entire day and save yourself from becoming one. These people dont care for anything, friends really dont mean anything to them when they have work. These guys really dont make friends. Its the IIT people who are usually blamed to be working too hard and making life miserable for others but when I am facing a totally reverse situation, I just dont know how to face it. All masti and fun is out of the life. I am missing my college buddies badly. All of them being in bangalore, I just find anybody to go to and share my mental state. Everything seems to be so plastic and fake. Everybody is in the race to show the manager that he is the one who knows a lot. Where is the place and appreciation for learning now? Nine months into job and I already feel that there's nothing I have learned.The frustration is climbing everyday and truly speaking, I myself dont know how much more of it I would be able to handle before it really will vents out.
The questions I have been asked are:
Why dont I work?
Simply, I just dont feel like
Am I sure this will not happen somewhere else?
I really dont know. I dont know waht the problem is, rather where the problem is. I may be the one who is wrong but one thing is for sure that its just not my problem, others are equally responsible.
I just know one thing, I do deserve better.
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